Renee: Week 10
I so need a pick me up this week/month. I am not sure if it’s change or some great weather. I was shopping at Thrifty’s and there was these vitamins for sale in the health food area called “joy” and I almost bought them for $38, and then as a second thought, I know you can feel good/joy from a healthy lifestyle and it’s practically free if you do it right. I just need to let one of my jobs go or something. This is not depression, but as women it is truly amazing to me how you can feel one way and then 48 hours later feel great and you wonder why things seemed so impossible. Hormones can take over every three weeks with no warning for almost 35 years of your life and we still manage to question our behavior, and then driving by the video store last night I almost bought a blizzard. This urge only happens when I am pregnant, which I am not, but the idea of happiness in a blended cup of ice cream overcame me, only the clock reading 9:00 p.m. saved the entire situation. If it was any earlier I would have eaten the whole thing before coming home. Oh well…let’s see what this week brings.